My way. here and now...

Mostly we are aware of it in the most surprising moments. We are sitting by the river, let the soul dangle and then a thought shoots through our mind: Time is running.
She runs and flies in a hurry in which we don´t come after.
We want to do so much, but for most of it we just don´t have the time. We say ‘I change something next week’ and then four weeks have passed and we are even changed nothing.
 
We realize how valuable every single moment is and how fast we forget exactly that because we are not in the here and now. We are not at all living every single moment. We are always somewhere else with our thoughts. Be it somewhere in the past, somewhere in the future or through a chat with a completely different person, as with the one we're sitting in a room with.
 
We forget what is really important. We forget to be in the here and now.
But much worse: we lose sight of the essentials.
Who am I?
What makes me really happy?
What is good for me?
And who is doing well to me?
 
We can question this every single day: Am I still on my way? Am I really doing what fills me and what suits me? Is there something in my life that restricts me or even stops me from what makes me really happy?
It will always revolve around the same thing in our life: Our matter of the heart, our heart's desire. Am I on my way to get there? Am I really living my life according to my ideas?
 
I know these are not easy questions. It is even harder to give yourself an honest answer. Change is one thing, but the other thing is that you really acknowledge it, recognize it, and then act on it.
So who are we and what are we gonna do with our life?
We can ask ourselves this question again and again and we will feel if we answering it honestly, or whether we are giving ourselves an answer that we are not really satisfied with. It will always be up to us to make a difference...